SILENTLY ABUSED POEM

SILENTLY ABUSED

Silently abused by family & friends, the attack never stops, the degradation never ends,

Why does no one try to understand, why does no one ask, why does no one care, why no effort, why is the rejection there,

Why is love in despair, why does time declare the victory over compassion, victory over effort, victory over kindness & loveliness,

Rejection is not the way to healing & restoration, rejection cannot restore as it only separates more,

The last will be first & the first will be last, the future suffers, creating only more thirst, dragging along the things of the past,

Never been contacted in fifteen years by family, friend or foe, where did the love & kindness go,

Do we all have to do all things the same, does there always have to be rejection, unkindness & blame,

Is there a better way, to try something new, do traditions reign, in all that we are & all that we do,

Can we look for a better way, can loving survive, in a much better day, can we rise to higher living & there can we stay,

What is there to gain, in consistent hail & rain, we all need the sun, we all need it the same,

Is there any hope, for the ones that judge, what is gained in a lifelong grudge, the light doesn't shine & rejection doesn't budge,

Why are we afraid to walk the humble path, friendship is wonderful & creates freedom in the laugh,

To laugh at mistakes, errors & wrongs, for their only illusions, for many sad songs,

Humanity could take, a giant step in evolution, to see only rights, in a love revolution,

If we could not tear down, but build up with all good, that which is not, possibly would,

Strengthen that which is good, don't attack what you don't understand, then the way to the light, will be lovely and grand,

Lets all take a step towards living tomorrow, say good bye to suffering & good bye to sorrow,

There is a place that feels good & is happy with great joy, is rises above all suffering & pain, its called spiritual gain,

If we love from our heart & see with our being, this is a good place for spiritual healing,

Lets all walk together, to all find our way, to spiritual living & spiritual to stay....

NEW POWERFUL SPIRITUAL DREAM-12 COSMIC RAYS

I woke up from a good nights sleep on the 21^st of September 2018 & it was 6:00 am in the morning which is my usual time to get up & start my day.... I was going to get out of bed, but I felt a check inside of me, not to get up yet.... I laid still for a few minutes & then fell back to sleep....

I had a dream that was very clear & I felt the power in this dream & I knew that I would remember this dream forever.... In this dream I was inside a very large & very clean mansion.... I was in one of the bigger rooms and what I perceived was an angel who was dressed in very beautiful clothes, not a robe but what we as humans would understand as very nice clothes.... He said to me, come & follow me as he went through an archway into another room & this room did not have any furniture in it....

When he talked to me, it was mental telepathy, he did not speak physically to me, he sent messages to me from his mind to my mind & I would respond back to him the same way.... He stood there in the room close to one wall & I stood in the same place on his left side but close to the wall on his left side so we could see each other directly....

Then he said to me, mentally, look to the sealing in the centre of the room & stay focused there for a while.... As he said this, he turned his head & began focusing on the centre of the ceiling as well & I could see that he was very focused & gazing directly at the ceiling where the centre would be.... I was copying the way that the Angel focused on the centre of the ceiling, I knew that he was teaching me how to focus on what I needed or had desire for & stay focused until it manifested & not to ever give up.... Previously in my life I had been asking for a visitation from God for quite awhile.... The angel always had a light smile on his face like he was really enjoying this event & kept looking over at me, enjoying my joy & anticipation of what was going to manifest....

It was quite a while, as we focused together on the centre of the ceiling but we were patiently fixed on the centre of the ceiling together.... Very slowly something began to become visible in the centre of the ceiling in the room.... Something was coming through the ceiling, very slowly & methodically & consistently.... As it came through the ceiling I could see light & then I could see more lights & then I could see lights of different colours coming through the ceiling, all together.... They looked like light rays, all bundled together appearing as one, but separate only by colour, which was very intense & very beautiful.... These light rays were very rich & beautiful in their respective colours & giving off brilliant light, they were all individual but were all one together in unity, all having different expressions of God's total Being.... As these rays of light came down together they were magnificent & they were sending out magnificent light & power that was unmistakable.... Just looking at these wonderful rays you would understand that these rays were from Pure God Being & were magnificent & capable of manifesting any type of creation that was needed....

The angel would look over at me from time to time & then look back at the lights that were unfolding before us.... When he looked at me, his face was beaming with approval & he had a very big smile on his face continuously that became bigger as the lights became larger.... It was obvious that this was all happening for my benefit as a learning process in controlling & directing Divine love & light energy for the purpose of new creation & restoration of the old energy that was miss-qualified & needed to be upgraded....

Now the lights became much larger & I could see more colours in the lights as it manifested further down towards the floor.... This image of lights were clearly not in physical form even though it appeared to be physical, however they appeared to be somewhat transparent.... These lights expanded steadily in width & in length as we continued to focus on the beautiful manifestation before our eyes, that was continually expanding into more....

The amazement & feeling that came with this pure God Presence was incredible & hard to describe.... I understood that these were creative cosmic flames of Almighty God & I was being enlightened on how to use these very powerful flames to help advance the Kingdom of God on earth.... I remembered that God appears to souls, in the bible as rays or flames, as in the burning bush with Moses & at Pentecost to Jesus, disciples, for example....

The light manifestation did not really look like lights, but appeared more like rays or flames of various colours & they appeared to be alive with God consciousness.... They had steady movement, dazzling & shimmering in appearance that shimmered while appearing to be alive with expanding abilities with much power & energy, however I was at perfect peace & great joy.... Displaying was the colours of the rainbow & many more colours very difficult to describe.... The flames were definitely alive & had magnificent intelligence, I could feel the love & intelligence & power, everywhere, around me & within me.... There were 12 Cosmic colours in all however they did not have any separation from one to the other, they just simply moulded into one another, obviously attached & unified, but not specifically, they were one & individual, without being separate....

The ceiling in the room would have been about twelve feet high when theses lights were fully manifested, they came about half way down & the angel looked over to me & he had a most beautiful smile & radiance on his face & he looked well pleased while enjoying the amazement & happiness that I must have had on my face.... The presence of the power of God was everywhere in the room & within us as we stood there, looking at this Divine appearance & then looking at one another alternately....

I understood that this was the manifestation of the ultimate love, wisdom & power of God in true manifestation & you instantly knew that absolutely, all things were possible when these light rays were directed towards someone or something.... When you stand in this Divine Presence of the Father God, the peace & the well being & absolute trust & safety, it is absolute & forever....

This angel was teaching me how to manifest pure God Being into myself & the physical world around me & it was so effortless & easy to do, it was a revelation for me to understand more about creating our Father God Presence on earth, for the benefit of all.... This experience was undeniably the most incredible experience for a person in this physical world to see, feel & be apart of this total God being of our Father God, while in physical form....

I can now understand more completely how nothing in the physical world is any match for the Power & Glory of pure God Being in fullness.... There is surely nothing impossible in this physical world, with Pure God Being at your back, all in purity & Divine love, forgiveness & restoration & this fullness of Divine power to overcome all of the illusions, limitations & conditions of the natural world of form, that cause many beautiful souls unnecessary suffering....

I had this same dream three times, exactly the same dream, three times & awoke three times all within about about a period of one hour....

All is absolutely where it should be right now, however new change is always essential, consistently, in order to keep expanding into more of God in this physical world of form....



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